Leaf #12

Leaves will stop falling here, until further notice.

A Death Wish!

I just received one of those unbreakable chains of forwards. I’m shocked as to who still believes in these things. well some of my friends, do. Yes, some of these people still link the possibility of finding the man/woman of their dreams with the act of sending this email to several individuals at once. JUST read this:
“SO if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you. You have just been DEATH WISHED. Tonight at midnight you true love will realize they like you something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow, if could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life if you break this chain send this to 15 people in 15…”
OMG! PeOPle! I will receive the biggest shock of my life! I wonder what that would be. And A DEATH WISH kaman, hada eale na2sne, Hmmm…. I’m telling you, if something bad happnes to me, you know which murder to blame! Show no mercy, for they killed me in cold blood!
worse than that even are those who say: ”I never really beleive in those things but what do I have to lose? Let’s send it! “here’s my usual pffff on that matter: pfffff”
As for me, I’m not just preaching here. I have my moments too (nothing that looks like that though). Wherever I find a funny joke or an interesting piece of work on the internet, that’s when I usually consider sending them to my a cquaintances. It’s because I want them to lough as I did, or share the same ”positively” unusal feeling I had.

Leaf #11

Good night lovely moon :)

Leaf #10

Go ahead and ask me what the best feeling in the world is. Yalla, come on, ask.
Two minutes ago, my answer would have been: to sleep soundly for 10 thorough hours (It does happen to me, believe me).
Two hours ago, when coming back home, it would've been: My old neighbor coming out of the elevator, and murmuring: "God bless you, my child."
The list should supposedly go on further. I mean, a list of just two items? What's all the fuss about Zanzon?
Yeah, whatever: with two such "best feeling"s in the world, happening in the same day, I think I can consider myself lucky!
One more thing... Well, this isn’t about the best feeling or anything, but it happened today as well, and it's kind of weird:
Why is it that when you think/dream of someone you haven’t spoken to in ages, they sometimes end up calling you in the exact same day? Hmmm…. Mystery Shmystery.
Okay, this was my ten-minute break. Yalla, go back to study now Stay..

Leaf #9

Hmmm... I'm starting to like this blog. Solo useless ranting is doing me good. here we go for today:
Khalas, “no more fuse to use”! try studying all day long, focusing for several consecutive hours when you’re fasting, and you’ll understand what I’m talking about. inno Zena is fading away as I speak. actually, I'm fading away as she speaks. ehhhh, whatever...

I watched Les Poupees Russes a couple of days ago. a great movie! imagine this: it was shot in only three places in Europe: London, Paris and St. Petersburg. a sight for sore eyes! and I even understood some of the Russian words (xarasho and gorka)! Yaaaay me! I was like: "she said xarasho! and I know Russian!" Oh, and by the way, Sacha is fine and he says hi (wink wink).
Damn! look at the time! totally forgot myself here! better stop ranting for today I have to get up early tomorow, with a shiny not-so-phony smile (eh, mazbout! Keep trying Zanzon!) and most importantly, no more posts that take longer that 15 minutes of preparation. in other words, khalas latlateh ya benet! Uft! Which reminds me, this morning...

yiii, I said khalas!
ok.. ok.. yalla, going. bala tadfesh.

bye.

:)

**Abu Zooz hope that you have a real good time there :)

Leaf #8

Yaaaaaaaaay...

It was raining

when I came back home today

3anjad, It was amazing

:)

:)

:)

Leaf #7 (10 simple pleasures of mine)

طلب مني حسن بشكل غير رسمي "عن طريق تشات بوكس" أن أذكر عشرة أسباب بتخليني مبسوطة، في البداية ظننت أني سأذكر سبب أو سببين ثم أصطدم بحائط مسدود. لكنني تجاوزت العشرين، واضطررت لإرغام نفسي على التوقف. يبدو أنه في كتير شغلات حلوة بالحياة رغم كل شيء. وحبيت أني أكتب بالعربي هالمرة. وهون، بما أنه مدونتي العربية بسبات هالأيام

وجه أمي -

ضحكات أختي -

صديقتي ووجودها الدائم، وإن على بعد اتصال هاتفي -

المشاوير واللقاءات التي لا يتم التخطيط لها -

استرخائي فوق الأريكة بعد يوم طويل -

الجانرك مع الملح، والليمون مع الملح، والتفاح الأخضر مع الملح أيضاً. رغم أنف اضطرابات المعدة اللاحقة -

منقوشة ساخنة مع كوب من الشاي، وإن في الصيف -

الدقائق العشر في السينما قبل بداية الفيلم وإعلانات الأفلام القادمة -

عندما تحاول أن تدغدغني، وتعرف أنك ضبطت نقطة ضعفي -

لوح الشوكلا الأول الذي أسرقه قبل الغداء، واللوح الإضافي بحجة التحلية بعد الغداء -

صوته عبر الهاتف -

لقاء المصادفة بشخص قديم، ولحظات امتناني لأنني بدوت جميلة في تلك اللحظة بالذات -

النوم حتى ساعة متأخرة أيام العطل -

الرسائل في بريدي الإلكتروني، والهنيهات التي تسبق اكتشاف هوية المرسل -

أنوار الشام، في الليل من فوق جبل قاسيون -

جولتي على مدوناتكم، والمدونون المميزون الذين تعرفتهم شخصياً -

العائدون إلى الوطن، ولون الوطن في عيونهم -

المشي لساعات -

كلمة برافو، أو أحسنتِ، التي تمحو كل المجهود الذي فات -

شخص يحتضنني بقوة وصمت، عندما أكون بحاجة إلى حضن -

الحب عندما تفضحه عيناي، وحركاتي، والرنة في صوتي -

وهلأ، صار دوري دبر هالمقلب بزياد وسام. وياشباب عليكم ما يلي

You have to list 10 simple pleasures and the rules are as follows:

1- You have to use the picture in my post.

2- You have to list exactly 10 points.

3. You have to tag 3 bloggers when you are done

مع أني ما التزم غير بوحدة من هالشروط. بس يلا، أكيد مو بيناتنا ;)... لا؟

Leaf #6 (About Headaches)

I don’t think there is still one single person with whom I haven’t argued today yet. I have this terrible headache that isn’t really a headache, but which we call headache because we don’t know what it is for real, and because we just want to give the feeling we’re going through this greatest pain in the world, but holding ourselves together like brave soldiers. Come to think of it, I haven’t really had a real headache in my life. I have this theory about pain: One can only get sick if one wants to be sick. So, supposedly, you can fight sickness with the power of your mind. It’s crappy you may say, but the last time I was in real pain (regardless of my monthly sufferings, which I’m even learning to control) was a year ago (touch wood allah ykhallikon). Generally, it’s all about keeping yourself busy with something else, and of course all about the power of denial: just keep telling yourself “no, it doesn’t hurt that much yet… no, not yet… not yet…” As a result, I was once rushed into the dentist’s office, on a Friday (yes, we had to bring him there on a Friday), due to an unbearable pain in a tooth. After examining me, he was like: “What!!! How have you been putting up with this? You should have been in my clinic weeks ago!”
Right now, I feel I need to shout, but something inside of me is still whispering: not yet, not yet…

Leaf #5 (Pissed Off)

Last week, he tried every possible way to convince me of giving him her number.
Today, he is complaining how she's all over him.
I don't know. maybe I'm too feminist. maybe I just overreacted. but the way I completely lost it over there was something to be seen! my stomach still hurts...

Leaf #4

I think I'm losing a friend.

Crap!

Leaf #3

It was a windy evening today, and then, there was the sudden white glowing flash of light, the loud thunder seconds after, the sound of rain drops pouring from sky, and when I smelled that familiar earth smell deep memories were stirred, pictures... ghosts... and mixed feelings. And I felt like chocking...
Thunder storms have a place always in my heart.